zorasicher:

MAC DEMARCO for BEAT Magazine ISSUE #10
©ZORA SICHER MARCH 2014
http://www.thebeatjuice.com/

zorasicher:

MAC DEMARCO for BEAT Magazine ISSUE #10

©ZORA SICHER MARCH 2014

http://www.thebeatjuice.com/

(via ddoublefeature)

on my birthday you took me out for milkshakes and them we rode our bikes across the bridge, even though it was too cold and too dark and my lips began to crack but I didn’t care because I was getting lost in clouds, or maybe it was the smoke from your cigarette.
and the river was iced over and you asked me if I would jump in if you asked and I nodded yes, my lips sealed with fear and the cold. but you never asked me to. and tonight I fell asleep with your jacket wrapped around me, and I didn’t mind the scent of cigarettes and gel. I held you in my arms though you were far away and all I ever want to do is hold you in my arms. old spice, leather jacket, cigarette smoke

we’re in the wrong place right now to be in love but know that I do love you, no matter how many times I wake up and say the opposite.

remember when you told me that you would like to stay home and read a book? I will stay home and read that book to you and make sure the words are imprinted on your brain the way kisses are left behind in lipstick prints

you wore that navy dress shirt I like and you smiled at me, and your eyes said “i never want to leave your side” but your feet couldn’t move faster away. but I knew and I forgave you for it

but let’s face the truth, we are in the wrong place to be in love and the ghosts won’t let us forget and you won’t look at me and it’s all wrong

2uglypeople:

today was a really good day, one of my first in a couple of weeks and it’s a continuation from last night when I worked on my zine and I just feel confident and good. and I’m just happy that all the people who made me feel good today exist because you are all great and your sweaters are beautiful and I hope you are all happy

don’t look at me the way 
you used to look at her
because the only thought that will come into my mind
is that you are looking at her
while pretending to look at me

Listen/purchase: Demos by Phantasy Gang

i am actually so excited to be making my “anyone else but you” zine because i’ve learnt all the different things you can do with it and i hope that i can get this done by my birthday and i am so happy that i’m productive and not just in the way that i’m thinking of what i can do, but i’m actually doing something about it

working, moving about

mona lisa-atlas sound

jenna is hanging around the bookstore, shelving books

she has headphones on

the music comes through the headphones

the bath scene

jenna sits in the bath, her hair is tied up but she lets it down. she thinks about HIM 

the greatest-cat power

we’ll throw everything away and just drive, live on the beach and dance in the tide. we will become people of the moon and I will cover you with kisses because I love you, but mostly because I need you. I really need you

we’ll throw everything away and just drive, live on the beach and dance in the tide. we will become people of the moon and I will cover you with kisses because I love you, but mostly because I need you. I really need you